its easy for me to detect when a female is making lifestyle changes to accomodate.
it starts small, minor changes, then they gradually increase the least attention i give.

its not that i "try" to do it. its just that i feel like i need to do it. to keep my sanity.
doesn't matter how good looking she is, certain things about her will start haunting me.
it'll feel like walls are closing in on me, and each wall is her.
i tell myself at the end, it really wasn't worth it, and have no regret for my decision.
because i really don't. this is how i really feel.