thanks bro im defiently following your adviceI honestly dislike high school and did not get my shit together until senior year, (I didn't get laid until senior year lol). Basically told myself this was going to be the year, I was going to boss the fuck up and this will be my peak. Week into senior year, met a new girl and it went from there, after that I spent some time trying to figure out what I did wrong,( don't get stuck in this phase too long, it will mentally tweak you)
Also I told myself every summer of HS I would lift and get my shit together, every summer was bullshit until it came to finishing highschool.. Now I'm fully dedicated and eating right, this has since formed into my passion because I'm being rewarded from it.
Lifting was NOT my passion to begin with and staying consistent was mad hard, it's all mind games, creating excuses as to why I shouldn't go this day or eat that food, etc.
Discipline yourself and reap the rewards from being self-mature if that makes any sense
My anger decreased, I was more socially holding conversations and creating them
Stress was relieved, most of my energy went towards the gym so I was able to maintain calm
I used to snap on people for no reason.. Now I take my time to think things out BEFORE I act upon them
And call me a zyzzfanfaggotsuckhisdick24/7 or not, watching Zyzz's videos (every.single.one,all "rare" footage also) got me fucking motivated and pumped to start something new in life..
I was ALWAYS a huge gamer like zyzz so I was able to relate... used to play Runescape 8+ hrs a day, that moved to other games which eventually I took on WoW, too many hours wasted on WoW.
If Zyzz was playing 16+ hrs a day on WoW and was able to sell his most prized possession(his WoW account) and turn his life around because HE wanted to better himself and his life, then I figured I can do this too.... he then became my #1 motivation, the kickstart that developed my "passion"
Hope this helps, myb for mad long paragraph, food for thought