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    Any posters here feel like they've lost sight of what they want to be? I am depressed.

    When I was 17-20..I was a hard working kid.

    -Great student.
    -Hard working son.
    -I had Goals.
    -I would always almost wake up 7am in the morning save for saturday. Saturday I'd sleep till 9
    - I went to gym 5 times a week.
    - Believe it or not when i was 19-20, I was making more money than I am now at 24. srs..Way more money.
    - Every action I took was for a cause.
    - I never procrastinate.

    I am older now and should be more wise but somewhere down the road, I lost the passion..I started to think that all my goals were Irrelvant and weak..Making money? I don't give a shit about money....Parents? Nah, they will survive..WTF am I doing?

    The last three years have been a huge rollercoaster. In the last three years I've convinced myself that it doesn't matter what you have or what you don't have..Life is nothing but a delusion..I no longer strive for anything.

    But I have days like these where I realize I made a huge mistake by abandoning my old me..I don't know how it happened but overtimed I just changed, for the worse...SMDH.

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    I want to be dead

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    suicide crew reporting.
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    Well, you're right about one thing, life is a delusion. A delusion created by society to have us trapped into a system that keeps feeding itself so that the people that are on top has control and stay wealthy. With that said, even if you come to this conclusion you should do something with your life. If not, you'll live life always depressed. Don't worry, you're not alone, walk into any corporate office and you see all these depressed drones with fake smiles on their face. If you get them to open up they'll tell you how miserable they are.

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    find something to do and just focus on that for a couple of months

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    Don't worry huney it is absolutely normal ; the fact that you can question yourself and reevaluate yourself is actually healthy and should always be done once in a while.
    You can just be on top of your game 24/7!
    If something is wrong , it is wrong and it should be acknowledged before before the wrong turns to very bad and horrible.


    Sit down, have a small drink, treat yourself , forget about your family friends or even what society would want from you and ask yourself: " what do i want? what would make me happy?" If you really have troubles to answer that simple question, i would advise to talk about you not feeling well to someone as it could be the beginning of a depression.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Nipy View Post
    I want to be dead
    we are already dead bro . this is hell

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    pretty much describes me

    i'm on dat lay down and rot time, because nothing life actually matters. life is pointless and meaningless, right?

    well, i was a pretty hardworking kid in highschool, got good grades, was in lots of clubs and chit geared toward my major.

    now? i don't even know what i want to do with the rest of my life. I just feel like working on my music/band/lifting/hobbies and not doing anything deemed "productive" by my parents standards

    feelsbadman

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    we're in hell bro. i'm benching 115 for 1 rep, tell me thats not hell lmao

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    Quote Originally Posted by able View Post
    pretty much describes me

    i'm on dat lay down and rot time, because nothing life actually matters. life is pointless and meaningless, right?

    well, i was a pretty hardworking kid in highschool, got good grades, was in lots of clubs and chit geared toward my major.

    now? i don't even know what i want to do with the rest of my life. I just feel like working on my music/band/lifting/hobbies and not doing anything deemed "productive" by my parents standards

    feelsbadman
    That's why I plan on backpacking across the globe to get sense of what I want to do with my life, gain confidence, and have fun.
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    Im 24 and have nothing to show for it

    I haven't been truely happy since I was like 5
    Nothng I say on here should in anyway be taken serious.

    It's all in good fun

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    yea life hit me like a truck after high school no idea what i want to do anymore

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    the trick is to come full circle from the realization that nothing matters and do what you want. You will convince yourself not to though, without realizing it out of habit, your brain will make excuses to not do what you want and you'll think its what you wanted all along. Give things a shot next time you catch yourself saying no, and try to remember how you feel afterwards.
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    you've overachieved

    given more than you've gotten

    it's the gift that keeps on giving, buddy

    merry xmas.

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    OP go to anus.com

    SRS

    it is s good site for all of these questions you got.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Angra Mainyu View Post
    the trick is to come full circle from the realization that nothing matters and do what you want. You will convince yourself not to though, without realizing it out of habit, your brain will make excuses to not do what you want and you'll think its what you wanted all along. Give things a shot next time you catch yourself saying no, and try to remember how you feel afterwards.
    why are thou bumping old threads?
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    Quote Originally Posted by ParttimeNerd View Post
    why are thou bumping old threads?
    every thread in this forum is old
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