When I was 17-20..I was a hard working kid.
-Hard working son.
-I had Goals.
-I would always almost wake up 7am in the morning save for saturday. Saturday I'd sleep till 9
- I went to gym 5 times a week.
- Believe it or not when i was 19-20, I was making more money than I am now at 24. srs..Way more money.
- Every action I took was for a cause.
- I never procrastinate.
I am older now and should be more wise but somewhere down the road, I lost the passion..I started to think that all my goals were Irrelvant and weak..Making money? I don't give a shit about money....Parents? Nah, they will survive..WTF am I doing?
The last three years have been a huge rollercoaster. In the last three years I've convinced myself that it doesn't matter what you have or what you don't have..Life is nothing but a delusion..I no longer strive for anything.
But I have days like these where I realize I made a huge mistake by abandoning my old me..I don't know how it happened but overtimed I just changed, for the worse...SMDH.